Looks like I'm not gonna be available this coming wednesday and I will be out the following week on the 28/29th as well, so I guess now would be the bets time for me to offer to step out of the Mythic raid so you guys can find a more reliable and skilled player to take my spot. 

I'll be honest, I know I've been part of the problem and despite my repeated attempts to improve myself as a player, I've come to terms with the fact that maybe I'm just not mythic material. I don't have the energy to keep up with an increasingly negative attitude toward the lower-performing players and really I only raid because I want to play with the people I consider my friends. That's not what this raid is about, and I see now there simply isn't a place for me within the group.

So tonight, I will be available if needed, but I don't expect to have a spot, and going forward I will offer myself up as a fill-in or a benchwarmer. I'm not going to continue showing up every night only feeling like my presence in the raid is just a cause for stress among the "good" players. Just put someone better in my place. I don't want to be a part of a group that I'm not wanted in. I just want to play with people that I like personally and have played with for nearly a decade.