leaving today for yet ANOTHER vaca, only this time to Cedar Point in Ohio. i will be there from Thursday until late Saturday, i should be home by Sunday sometime  =)) k bye!

So I found this microtransaction free to play MMO with Major League Baseball licensing. Since I've found it I've been hooked. Its hosted by gamescampus which used to have some other games I was hooked on.

If anyone wants to try it out (heres my plug) just go to http://www.gamescampus.com/account/agreement.asp?gamescampus=mlbdugoutheroes to sign up. In the referral box please but my team name in: "FieldofDreams", no spaces and no quotations.

Its pretty fun, bunch of youtube videos for it too if you want to check it out. Current build is a bit buggy but its technically still in beta.

Win7: Heads up, due to the anti-hacking program they use, you can't play this on win7. Not even with a virtual drive.

EDIT: Heres how it works... the game's currency are nuts.

A friend just signing up gives me 10,000 nuts (no e-mail or installation required)

A friend creating a team gives me another 10,000 nuts (installation and sign-in required)

A friend getting to level 3 gives each of us 20,000 nuts (a few hours worth of play)

If you decide to play, save up your nuts. Don't buy bats and gear. Completing the training, 10 homeruns in practice, and getting to level 3 will get you around 320,000 nuts. At level 3 you should either buy (2) rank 2 draft cards (batters or pitchers depending on what your team needs) then from there just save up till you hit season 8.

ANOTHER EDIT: If you do sign up but don't want to play or whatever, post the account name and password you made and I'll sign in so I can get that second 10,000 nuts. Thanks guys!

great party.

So, I've never done a "blog" before but I feel this might be a good way to vent.

For anyone that knows me, I'm an asipring chef with the goals to be a celebrity. I've got the skill, the mind set, and the dedication to make those things happen. But like any human, I have flaws.

I have (in he past and present) been diagnosed with Chronic depression, Anxiety, and Insomia. Weird considering anyone who's ever hung out with me knows I'm a pretty fun guy. I've battled depression, and stopped it in it's tracks. Anxiety and Insomia were tough.

The only thing I ever found useful was, well marijuana. Calms my nerves, relax's me and sometimes (1 out of 50) helps me sleep.

Here's my dilemma, I took a drug est last week for Yosemite National Park and failed. I really wanted to go there, but my habits caught up with me. Just so happens the medical card I DID have expired 6 months ago, and that hurt. MY application was denied, and now I'm looking for a new externship place.

Now, the reason for the Blog Title. When I moved up to Portland, Maturity set in big time. I was on my own, little money, but I made shi work. With a bang and intensity I've never seen myself have. Fucking 3.0 + student (I dropped outta HS), great set of friends that were on or near the RIGHT path. Upon hearing that I wouldn't be going to Yosemite today, something different happened. Instead of doing what I used to be accustomed too, (being pissed off and blaming other people) I talked to my head chef and externship coordinator with the same intensity and excitement I've been bringing to the table over the last 6 months about what todo now.

My chef basically shit his pants when he saw how commited I was, that he is now CALLING places I look into and giving them his full reccomendation for me to become an asset to their team. What The Fuck!

So, the old Turth is gone, the same asshole is still around, but the hardworker is now clear.

HOLLA!